Just try to understand
This isn't what i planned
This ride's out of my hands
So now i'm forced to be
Something i can not be
If only i could make you see

Chorus:
Tonight i'm alive
I've watched you all grow up and so have i
Inside this isn't really what i had in mind

I no longer relate
To this world of hate
That's forced upon my plate
I tend to disagree

I hope its not just me
Alone if only i could make you see

Chorus:
Tonight i'm alive
I've watched you all grow up and so have i
Inside this isn't really what i had in mind

I had in mind

Chorus:
Tonight i'm alive
I've watched you all grow up and so have i
Inside this isn't really what i had in mind
This time
I watch you all grow up and so have i
Inside this isn't really what i had in mind
I had in mind